today was a shitty day. i woke up super light headed, and almost fell twice getting ready. then i went to class and was soo out of it because of how tired i was. 

after class i got my TB test that i need for my community service class done (i HATE needles). Then i tried to go get my fingerprints done, but the person i needed to talk to wasnt there. grr. 

so i just sat down a while since i was super dizzy. i tried taking a nap in my room but every time i would get in bed one of my residents would knock on my door. apparently everybody is having roommate problems all at once and are moving out =/ 

i did some errands, fixed a flyer, hung up my passive program, and hung out with debora until my next class. 

that class was not what i wanted. i took it because i heard we got to learn how to use programs for 3D design. but guess what. the teacher re-designed the course to make it not about those programs and more about sketching (which i suck at and dont enjoy doing) then i found out that there is a class to learn the program but i would have to add it. but since i’m already maxed out at 18 units i need to get an over-ride. oh and for the class we need to do 30 hours of shop time… wtf? i already have 20 hours of community service hours i have to do. this is insane. 

20 units is alot. thats 8 classes that im going to be taking. on top of being an RA, in AOII and Mu Phi. i’m going to go crazy. 

then there is my night class. oh how i do not appreciate night classes. by the end of the day i had a huge migrane from thinking about everything that i need to do. and what does the teacher do on the first day of class? he gives us a test… yeah. who does that? and his dry humor is going to kill me. i dont think i’m going to be able to handle 3 hours of him lecturing on a subject i hate. LAW. and then one of the most annoying/sluttiest girl in the school is in my class and sits behind me, while one of the most annoying/ pretentious girl in the school sits in the front of the class. 

its just not going to be a fun class. 

and then i go back to do my homework and realize i bought the wrong book for my spanish class. UGH! and then there is just alot of drama going on at work that i had to deal with. it was not a good day. 

but the whole day this really sweet guy i’ve been talking to and dating was texting me, but i didnt have time to reply. and he kept saying he missed me and wanted to hang out and asked when i was free again and i realized that i dont have a single free night until 4 weeks from now. 

4 fucking weeks. do i seriously have to plan a date 4 weeks in advanced???
thats just not fair for him. i might as well tell him to forget about me because i dont have time for a boyfriend right now, as sad and honest as that is.  

how is my life so jammed packed that i dont have a free night until Feb 24th. this is just pathetic. 

my life is going to kill me this semester. 

and today was just the start of it.